Love....sux

For those who are reading this...
love sux...
but...
i just cant life without loving you...

We been together for 4 years....
have our sweet moments...
have our sweat and tears days...
have our life...

but recently...
just recently...

u change...
without a reason for me...

all you gave were just"dont know"...

why?

is it so hard for you to know if you still love me or not?
is it you need to refers to others for the answer of this question?

i really dont understand...

four years of time...
and you can conclude with "dont know"...


for this...
it's really a grace for me if you stab a knife directly into my heart...

at least....
it definitely will cause less pain then what i'm going through now...

but...
my heart cant stop missing you...
my heart cant stop loving you...
it will just stop...if you no more in my life...

i really miss you...
i do wish you can appear in front of me at this very moment...

i've plan my future...
and you were the whole of it...
therefor...
without you....i simply will not have future....

i wish...
you know my feelings...
i wish...
you could see my heart...

for you...my dear...
you are my everything...

i've lost my way in love before...
i dont know what a true love mean to me...
but now...
at the edge...

i really do know...
without any reason nor question...

i really do...
love you with all my heart...